Melancholy & Missing Lighters

  Folded napkins and frosted cups, I think I love you, but it's not enough, Cause we're weary and broken and chasing that childish glee, We are runoff in a gutter, and nothing's free, So we'll sit in silence in this diner empty, Then we'll run away and catch a train to keep our dreams plenty, And there's nothing no one can say to change our hearts, But there's something about this doubt that makes me fall apart, So rest your hand on mine and hold me near, Then close your eyes, we'll pretend we're far away from here.

  Mi nds draped in crystal dreams of the future, Tug at silver strings suspending galaxies,  And listen as ancient echoes unravel.

  Mechanical monsters tear ancient forests asunder, Innocent blood mixes with soil, As people cast out their hearts for worldly desires.

  Sometimes I wish I wasn't here,  Wander around, then disappear,  I keep on talking, I keep on falling in my sleep,  I keep on bleeding, blood is seeping into my dreams,  Don't wanna feel no more,  Don't wanna be who I was before,  I came so far, I broke my heart to build myself,  But I'm still just pieces sitting on a dusty shelf,  Now I'm chasing trains and losing sleep,  Found a love I couldn't keep,  And watching the stars as I slip away,  Never seen this town before,  But there's one thing I know for sure,  Her song'll lead me back to the rails again,  I don't know what I'm living for,  Really wish I could close this door,  My hope is shaking, I'm losing faith in this life,  Cause I'm messing up everything I was gonna do right,  Now I'm covered in dirt and soot,  Tripping over my own foot,  Trying to chase down that double stack,  Uncertainty's filling me with fear,  ...